I am a girl who has been on this earth for only fifteen years,
Yet people push all these life-changing problems to me as if they're going through adult ears,
I am more than willing to help and do everything I can,
But everyone needs to step back and take the time to understand,
That I only have so much experience to go on,
And when I feel scared and pressured my calm and cool head is gone,
I'll do what I feel is right and go with my heart,
Even if they disagree that what I did was smart,
Because my intentions are only the best,
And I simply want to put their troubles to a peaceful rest,
Though all their fears hurt their ability to see,
So t
In a location unknown, beings of every color, shape, size, and gender were gathered. In a small, musty smelling, and damp room; that was practically dark, except for a few small lights that emitted a faint purple glow. These people were trapped in this terrible room because they were prisoners. They weren't criminals, just an average citizen who had been in the wrong place at the wrong time and had been captured and used as leverage when the enemy needed it. Some had been in this room for nearly a year, while others had only arrived a few days before. Though everyone in that room shared the belief that there was no hope for their futures,
It Wasn't Meant To Be This Way! by Konota-Izumi, literature
Literature
It Wasn't Meant To Be This Way!
A cool breeze rushes past me as I run further into the park where this love began and where it'll take it final breaths.
These feelings we have for each other, how they do nothing but stab into one another.
"Wait, please wait!" Your deep voice screams to my retreating form, "It wasn’t supposed to be this way!"
This string that binds us is nothing but a knotted a mess. It doesn't even feel like an invisible string anymore, it's more like a pair of handcuffs that keeps me unwillingly chained to you and this dying love. I want to get away and finally escape, though the feeling of your golden eyes staring me down keeps me frozen in plac
Deep Sea City Underground ~Poem~ by Konota-Izumi, literature
Literature
Deep Sea City Underground ~Poem~
This is the last breath of air I'll take,
Before I dive into this darkened lake,
Which connects to a mysterious sea,
Intriguing so many others and now it has captured me,
Though as I swim deep into the pitch black,
Rocks crash down behind me blocking my way back,
A light begins shining bright,
Maybe there will be hope for me this night,
Coming across an underground cavern,
That appears to be filled with rocky homes, shops, and even a tavern,
Surely the lack of air is getting to me I think,
Though all my thoughts, concerns, even my footing is swept away in a blink,
As a mermaid with the brightest pink hair and tail takes my hands,
And give
A bucket of tears will get you nowhere,
And words, words are mostly just empty air,
Sure they can begin the process if you're with the right people and in the right place,
But even then tears and words are only the first steps taken in a steep uphill race,
If you really want to get anywhere you will need to take action,
Lots of them too, if you want to get any satisfaction,
Though the actions will only get you running,
But to stay upright and steady you'll need to have a sense of persistence that's cunning,
And be sure that you keep a positive light,
That will guide you when you're going through your darkest nights,
There will be times wher
I wonder how the world would be,
Without me,
This world would it be better or worse,
The people around me would they consider it a blessing or curse,
Or would my role just not exist,
Or would it be filled by someone else off a list,
Would the people I love feel like something wasn't right,
Or would they be able to sleep easier at night,
Just how many stories would be rewritten,
And how many people would better fit in,
With those who I hold so dear...
God, I wish my questions could be answered clear...
Though the answers I'll never get to see,
As long as I remain to be....
The Shadows In My Mind by Konota-Izumi, literature
Literature
The Shadows In My Mind
The shadows in the back of my mind,
Gagged and tied me up, leaving me helpless to find,
My "Happiness" which has been locked away,
So I'll just let these dull grey moods sway,
From one to the next, each growing darker in tone,
Which only get worse when I'm completely alone,
The light that will help me escape gets dimmer by the hour,
I just sit helpless, on top of hell's crumbling tower,
They force me to watch it slowly fade,
As I try to scream for someone to come to my aide,
But it's useless to scream or struggle against these binds,
Because I'm stuck here forever with the shadows in the back of my mind...
To You Dear, Memories Of A Nearly Forgotten Love by Konota-Izumi, literature
Literature
To You Dear, Memories Of A Nearly Forgotten Love
I look up to the sky, which is set ablaze.
As I sit in silence recalling the days,
When you said you loved me,
And that we were meant to be,
But look at me now,
All alone yet still smiling somehow,
You're nowhere to be found,
Unlike the past, my steady heartbeat is the only sound,
With quiet goodbyes,
We went on with our lives,
Although it hurts,
You'll live in the outskirts,
Of my thoughts and heart,
Because even though we're no longer together, I can't bear us to be apart...
Do You Want To Read Some Fanfics? by Konota-Izumi, literature
Literature
Do You Want To Read Some Fanfics?
Do you want to read some fanfics?
If only for a bit.
It's been so long since we read the last.
Let's not keep our ships in the past~
Characters having sex because they are bored,
Or one character could just be a whore~
So do you want to read some fanfics?
They don't have to be smutty fanfics...
"No way Rebecca..."
"You know that's a lie!!"
I am a girl who has been on this earth for only fifteen years,
Yet people push all these life-changing problems to me as if they're going through adult ears,
I am more than willing to help and do everything I can,
But everyone needs to step back and take the time to understand,
That I only have so much experience to go on,
And when I feel scared and pressured my calm and cool head is gone,
I'll do what I feel is right and go with my heart,
Even if they disagree that what I did was smart,
Because my intentions are only the best,
And I simply want to put their troubles to a peaceful rest,
Though all their fears hurt their ability to see,
So t
In a location unknown, beings of every color, shape, size, and gender were gathered. In a small, musty smelling, and damp room; that was practically dark, except for a few small lights that emitted a faint purple glow. These people were trapped in this terrible room because they were prisoners. They weren't criminals, just an average citizen who had been in the wrong place at the wrong time and had been captured and used as leverage when the enemy needed it. Some had been in this room for nearly a year, while others had only arrived a few days before. Though everyone in that room shared the belief that there was no hope for their futures,
It Wasn't Meant To Be This Way! by Konota-Izumi, literature
Literature
It Wasn't Meant To Be This Way!
A cool breeze rushes past me as I run further into the park where this love began and where it'll take it final breaths.
These feelings we have for each other, how they do nothing but stab into one another.
"Wait, please wait!" Your deep voice screams to my retreating form, "It wasn’t supposed to be this way!"
This string that binds us is nothing but a knotted a mess. It doesn't even feel like an invisible string anymore, it's more like a pair of handcuffs that keeps me unwillingly chained to you and this dying love. I want to get away and finally escape, though the feeling of your golden eyes staring me down keeps me frozen in plac
Deep Sea City Underground ~Poem~ by Konota-Izumi, literature
Literature
Deep Sea City Underground ~Poem~
This is the last breath of air I'll take,
Before I dive into this darkened lake,
Which connects to a mysterious sea,
Intriguing so many others and now it has captured me,
Though as I swim deep into the pitch black,
Rocks crash down behind me blocking my way back,
A light begins shining bright,
Maybe there will be hope for me this night,
Coming across an underground cavern,
That appears to be filled with rocky homes, shops, and even a tavern,
Surely the lack of air is getting to me I think,
Though all my thoughts, concerns, even my footing is swept away in a blink,
As a mermaid with the brightest pink hair and tail takes my hands,
And give
A bucket of tears will get you nowhere,
And words, words are mostly just empty air,
Sure they can begin the process if you're with the right people and in the right place,
But even then tears and words are only the first steps taken in a steep uphill race,
If you really want to get anywhere you will need to take action,
Lots of them too, if you want to get any satisfaction,
Though the actions will only get you running,
But to stay upright and steady you'll need to have a sense of persistence that's cunning,
And be sure that you keep a positive light,
That will guide you when you're going through your darkest nights,
There will be times wher
I wonder how the world would be,
Without me,
This world would it be better or worse,
The people around me would they consider it a blessing or curse,
Or would my role just not exist,
Or would it be filled by someone else off a list,
Would the people I love feel like something wasn't right,
Or would they be able to sleep easier at night,
Just how many stories would be rewritten,
And how many people would better fit in,
With those who I hold so dear...
God, I wish my questions could be answered clear...
Though the answers I'll never get to see,
As long as I remain to be....
The Shadows In My Mind by Konota-Izumi, literature
Literature
The Shadows In My Mind
The shadows in the back of my mind,
Gagged and tied me up, leaving me helpless to find,
My "Happiness" which has been locked away,
So I'll just let these dull grey moods sway,
From one to the next, each growing darker in tone,
Which only get worse when I'm completely alone,
The light that will help me escape gets dimmer by the hour,
I just sit helpless, on top of hell's crumbling tower,
They force me to watch it slowly fade,
As I try to scream for someone to come to my aide,
But it's useless to scream or struggle against these binds,
Because I'm stuck here forever with the shadows in the back of my mind...
To You Dear, Memories Of A Nearly Forgotten Love by Konota-Izumi, literature
Literature
To You Dear, Memories Of A Nearly Forgotten Love
I look up to the sky, which is set ablaze.
As I sit in silence recalling the days,
When you said you loved me,
And that we were meant to be,
But look at me now,
All alone yet still smiling somehow,
You're nowhere to be found,
Unlike the past, my steady heartbeat is the only sound,
With quiet goodbyes,
We went on with our lives,
Although it hurts,
You'll live in the outskirts,
Of my thoughts and heart,
Because even though we're no longer together, I can't bear us to be apart...
Hey everyone! I made a new account: https://xxchildofthestarsxx.deviantart.com/ and I'm going to be slowly moving all my stuff over to that account and then deactivating this one! I've already followed some of you so I hope to see you soon!
So I finally caved in and made myself a Tumblr, mainly due to my girlfriend's request. But now that I'm using the website and checking out all the cool blogs and stuff, I'm finding why a member of any fandom falls down this rabbit hole. (Help o.o;; ) Anyways my blog is *SHOCK* *GASP* a writing blog. Although I'll be uploading more than poems and stories, I'll be posting prompts or anything I truly think is worth writing about! I'll also be taking some requests there, so if you have an idea you want to be written out then go ahead and ask me there. (I'm playing with the idea of delving into crush-imagines and inserts, so if you have an idea yo
Okay for those of you who actually care and have been wondering where the hell I've been (All like 7 of you XD ) I figure I owe some answers! You see, I'm still technically sick (I've recovered greatly but the pain is still kinda there, so now we're working to remove it all!!) Also it was noted in a bloodwork test I had about a month ago that my thyroid was low so on Thursday I FINALLY saw the doctor I needed to see. The doctor didn't prescribe any meds or treatment as she's been seeing a lot of false lows and she doesn't wanna mess with anything until we're certain if my case is actually true. So that means MORE BLOODWORK YAAAAAY! (Note my s